50 shades of grey! Update review


So i posted about this film quite a while ago, as I saw the movie in another language and skimmed through it and didn’t really watch it. So I basically watched it, yes I know I didn’t actually think I would, but I found it online in English so I thought why not?

Now I will say that I think Dakota Johnson looks stunning, she’s an attractive woman, and her acting is quite good although there was not really a decent plot to the film.

So the movie is basically mostly Mr Grey and Anastacia just talking and talking, and a few scenes of nudity and obviously the rest. Now what angered me is the fact that this film is basically promoting abuse in a way, Mr Grey presented a contract to Anastacia that basically said he was allowed to do anything to her sexually, and she had to participate and would be punished and rewarded, depending on how she reacts to what he does. Now towards the end she tells him to punish her, and she is crying while he is, and it sort of looks close to a rape scene although she did tell him to punish her, it just was awkward and quite sad to watch, that he treated her as an object not a woman!

I mean in a way I did sort of like the movie and then I sort of hated it at the same time, it is quite a confusing and slow movie, it is 2 hours long of mostly talking! I mean she meets him and straight away she is a sex slave to him, and he was pleasantly surprised that she was in fact a virgin, and was really happy that she was, which is kind of wrong, as he knew what kind of activities she would have to participate in, as she would know no better as to what it is meant to be like as she has never done it before. I find that kind of wrong because it should not be like that at all! As Mr Grey said he was ’50 shades if fucked up’ and I guess he was.

I mean I did expect a little more from this movie, at times there is no on screen chemistry between the pair and you can see it, maybe that’s what they were aiming for but I doubt it was, that does sort of kill the movie, as you do not believe the connection because you can see there is none! I will say the soundtracks are really good, and they are the best thing in the movie, loved the soundtracks that they had in the movie.

The ending was absolutely awful, it ended the way it started, and it was really just blunt and rushed, I mean a 2 hour movie, the lead up to the end I think could have been way more thought out and not rushed! I mean I have seen on various sites that people are saying the ending was quite rubbish, and it was, that also spoiled the movie quite a great deal.

If I had to rate this movie out of 10 I would give it a 4.5, because of the story line and the ending and various other things mentioned. I wouldn’t say it was terrible, as I have seen worse movies and really boring movies, but I would not say I recommend watching this movie, or paying to see this movie, watching it online for free, maybe.



I have not posted in a while as I have been busy with work and personal things, I have not even been in the mind of writing anything.. But now I am back and have a few topics to discuss so here goes with one of them!

You know sometimes you have a feeling about someone, whether it is bad or good, and usually it is right, it is like you sense something from a person that lets you know exactly what they are like. You either stay away from that person, or know your going to get along well with someone, it is quite weird!

Like there are certain people that I have instantly stayed away from, like not necessarily disliked, but I knew there was something not quite right about them, and usually I was right, well in fact on all counts I was right, because I then found out something about them.

Sometimes you just know and then there’s those situations, that you do not know the person, and they put on a good act and then you find out how they really are, and it leaves you shocked. You never really know a person, ever, not in days, months or years, a person can change at any given time. Sometimes it is situations and circumstances that change a person and the way they act and come across, and sometimes it is just because they hid it well, and you did not even realize!

I for one have given up on a lot of people, sometimes I think there is not that many decent people left in this world, it seems like they have hidden agendas, and I frankly do not want to even be a part of those hidden agendas!

A lot of people think they have friends, when in reality they don’t, not many people have good friends, friends can turn to enemies real quickly! Friends have hidden agendas, and some of them get close to you to bring you down to their level or generally are just jealous and try to bring you down! Don’t get me wrong not every single friend is like that but the majority of them are!


50 Shades of Grey


So all I have been hearing for ages is about this movie that was going to be released on Valentines day in the cinema’s, and that it was the best movie of all time, and had all this hype about it and was everywhere. 

Unlike the rest of the world, me and my boyfriend DID NOT go to watch this film, nor did we discuss going to see this film. I did not even want to go to watch this film, because I do not see the point in taking your other half to go and watch 2 people, who by the way are being paid to act, but anyway as I was saying, I do not see the point in going to watch two people have sex on the big screen. Is your relationship that dead, that this is what you need to go and watch to achieve something? I find it a little weird, that people would not want to spend the evening together, but instead go and watch two bad actors have their weird sex on screen! Where is the logic here? Where is the Iove between the couple who choose to go and do this?

The media have put this movie in everyone’s heads, that they all needed to take their other half to the cinema and watch this dodgy film. I wanted to check this film out to see if my assumptions would be correct, that it would be a quite boring and crap movie, although I watched it in another language, I did not watch the full 2 hours of this film, I skimmed, as I watched the first 15 minutes of the film and it was quite boring. The actress Dakota and the actor Jamie,were the worst actors, you could see there was no passion and no on screen chemistry, no attraction, both very bland actors, you just don’t believe they are attracted to one another.

Another thing is, it just glamorizes domestic violence and sexual violence, I skipped through those bits because they were just not interesting at all, it is portrayed as an erotic film, it is not that at all. Maybe I think it isn’t that great because of the fact it was in another language, but I do not think so, another language or not, the acting and chemistry is still the same, I have seen better on screen relationship chemistry in soaps, than this movie. Both very boring and plain actors, just not good at all.

This movie says its okay for a man to treat a woman in this way, and treat her as an object, a sexual object, and nothing more than that. It makes it seem okay to use manipulation and violence because it is sexual, totally wrong!

This movie makes me so angry, I have no read the book, but I will do in due course, maybe it is just the movie that is this awful and badly written, I have no idea, I cannot judge the book as I have not read it. I am so glad I never followed the trend in going to the cinema and wasting money on this 2 hour movie, it would have been a wasted night, and a waste of money and 2 hours of my life!

The problem with this movie, is it was hyped up so much, so you kind of had high expectations of the movie, that the movie just did not meet in my opinion. I have seen a lot of people on youtube commenting on the movie trailer, about how they really wanted to see this movie and then said it was boring and was described as ’50 shades of shit’. I totally agree, I skimmed, and if a movie is that good, I never skim because the beginning keeps me watching the rest of the movie, when I skip and skim it means I am seriously bored and I probably spent around 30 mins of skimming the whole movie, not really watching big bits at a time.

If you are one of those who did not follow the trend, and did your own thing by yourself or with your other half, good on you, you would of wasted your entire time. I’m pretty sure in the cinema quite a few arguments would of broke out too, maybe the woman did not like their partner watching the naked girl, or the boyfriend not liking the other half watching the naked guy, I do not see why you would want to take your partner to watch two people nude and having sex, when you in fact yourself could be doing your own thing with your partner rather than sit in uncomfortable chairs watching two actors have sex, it just makes me laugh. I find it funny to all those who followed everyone else, and was sucked in into going and wasting your evening and watching this appalling movie, which really just degrades women, and puts them down, and lowers their respect for themselves, and just makes women seem weak.

The only thing I liked from this movie is the soundtrack, and that is about it! Beyonce – Crazy in love remix  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bfQ7ucGQdOM

This movie in my opinion is really 50 shade of nothing but BS!❤️


Real Techniques Miracle complexion sponge. Amazing!

I purchased the Real Techniques sponge a few days ago, which a lot of Youtuber’s claim to be a dupe of the Beauty Blender, which costs around £20 or so. I have not been able to use it because I have been at work, and have been tired and various other things.

So today I tried it, so I put the sponge under water, rinsed it out, and it doubled in size. Applied my foundation and concealer and powder. I am amazed, literally amazed, it blends your foundation amazingly, and makes your skin so soft, and it doesn’t even feel like you are wearing makeup because of the way it just blends the foundation and anything else. I feel like I have not got any makeup on at all, and I do!

This product is so good for the price, and is great for applying makeup, and makes your skin soft, plus the sponge is damp so it is also good, because the water mixes in and blends perfectly. It blends powders, and liquid foundations perfectly.

I cannot get over how amazing my makeup blends with this sponge it is simply amazing, I would definitely recommend this to anyone, who uses the beauty blender and wants something a little more cheaper. Absolutely amazing product, 2 thumbs up!

I have nothing bad to say about this product, I got mine from Superdrug, you can also purchase it from Boots, and also online.



Things that I love right now!

So I got a few things this week, that I actually love right now, like LOVE!

Eylure brow stencils – £4.95 from Superdrug

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So as you can see there are 4 eyebrow styles that you can choose from, that suit your face shape. I find these to be amazing when I am trying to tweeze my eyebrows, without over plucking one or both eyebrows. They are plastic, so they are reusable again and again, which is good. This product has helped me shape my eyebrows better than when I didn’t have a guide as to what shape I needed to follow, as I over pluck one time and was fed up as I had to fill in my brows quite a bit and hated it!! They are easy to use and it is pretty straight forward.

Maybelline Baby Skin instant pore eraser primer – £7.99 from Boots.


This is like a clear gel, that blurs away your pores and makes applying your foundation a lot nicer, and helps your foundation and makeup last quite a long time throughout the day, which is great. A lot of people claim that it is like the Benefit porefessional primer, which it is a little. It was really inexpensive and you can pick it up from Superdrug and Boots and any drug store. The packaging is also quite cute and its just aww. Works well, 2 thumbs up!!

Maybelline instant fatigue blur – £7.99 from Boots


This comes in 2 shades, rose and apricot, I got the apricot one because of course I am sort of tanned so that’s the one I went with. This is great for minimizing lines or redness, again inexpensive and cut packaging and just a really handy thing to have. It is different to the pore blur primer, totally different products, but both great!

Born Lippy strawberry lip balm – £3.00 from The Body Shop


As it is winter and cold and all the rest, lip balms are what you need, unless you want incredibly dry chapped lips, then go ahead do not purchase any lip balm’s, because if that is the look you are going for of dry chapped cracked lips, then ignore this product. This is strawberry lip balm, it is just a stick version to the one in a little round plastic tub, but i prefer the stick one because I find it better to apply. Smells delicious, and according to my boyfriend, tastes like fruit 🙂 so all in all a good product. Cut packaging again, as I am a sucker for cute stuff, and stuff looking all cute, so yeah.

Real techniques miracle complexion sponge – £5.99 from Boots


Apparently this a dupe of the Beauty Blender, which I have not tried yet so I cannot make a comment on it. I have watched youtube videos of the two and seen that they both pretty much make your makeup look the same, and they are similar, with only a few differences. I have used this and it makes my makeup blend well, and is quite a good shape and size, and covers the face easily. It does remind me of a half cracked egg, as the shape and the color looks like one, but it does the job so its fine, I was laughing for a couple of minutes at the shape, I do not know why I just was. It is obviously cheaper than the beauty blender, although I am looking to buy one, just to compare the two, and see which one is actually better or if they are both the same.

So that is all the things I love at the minute 🙂


Batiste, Dry shampoo. A girls lazy way to having hair that looks refreshed without washing it!

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♥Batiste instantly refreshes your hair between washes, leaving it feeling gorgeously clean and fresh with added body and texture. No water required! With a range of products to choose from, Batiste makes every day a fabulous hair day ♥

I l♥ve this dry shampoo, it smells amazing and is great for in between washes. They have so many different types, for different types of hair and different colored hair.

I have had nearly all of them and I cannot pick a favorite, because all of them are great and smell so amazing.

This is the perfect product for in between washes, and days your hair is looking a little oily and greasy, it actually removes the oiliness and refreshes your hair as if you have washed it. It is for those lazy days when you  cannot be bothered to wash your hair, or have to rush to work, spray and ruffle your hair a little and that is it, that is literally all you do, and you have fantastic smelling and looking hair.

It ranges from around £2-£5 depending on which one you get, and for what hair type and style. You can get it at Boots, Superdrug, Asda and many other stores.

I really l♥ve this product, I have tried other dry shampoo’s and I just do not love them as much as Batiste’s dry shampoo, I would recommend it!!

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Stares :@

Wherever you go, whatever you do, I will be right here waiting for you. Wherever you go, whatever you do, there’s always someone staring at you – yes I remixed the famous song!!

This is what I hate the most, I am sitting on this bus or even standing, I see someone I do not know just staring at me for no reason. And it’s like, do I know you, do I want to know you? NO, I do not so please look the other way.

I mean everywhere you go someone is staring at you, from a pervert to a girl who thinks she’s tough to a freshie who just likes to look for the view or whatever.

What can we do, because I am seriously wondering what goes through these people’s minds when they are look at you, are they admiring you, are you a celebrity and you don’t even know it. I mean I try to stare them out, and sometimes it works and sometimes it makes the problem ten time worse.

I mean you can be getting a coffee and I can guarantee you, someone in the queue will be staring at you, and it is just so irritating beyond words. It makes you feel uncomfortable and angry, and  they need to stop. I think a community center should be made for people who like to stare, so they can be in a place with people who like doing the same thing, and can have a wild time, because they wont end up getting punched or abused, because the people love doing the same thing, and love to stare and be stared at, because if they love doing it then clearly they must like receiving the stares too.

If you are a starer and you are reading this, please do stop.


Amber Rose and Kim Kardashian!

Now everyone knows who these two ‘women’ are, who doesn’t? These two anger me so much that I need to write about them, not because I am a ‘hater’ but because they just annoy me to the point where, I see their faces all over social media and it gets so annoying.

These two women are not know for their intelligence, or their talent, oh hell no. They are known for removing their clothes when both of them have children, and of course are rich and do not need to pull these stunts really. So why do they do it? Well clearly the answer is, they are not respectable women of the world.

Kim Kardashian

This woman as we all know, became famous from a sex tape, yes a sex tape, very classy, I think not. She then had a reality television show which is still going. She loves to pretend shes so classy, and dresses in all these designer clothes, well when shes wearing any.

Young girls look up to this woman, and this is how she is behaving. I have no problem with people living their life, of course it is their life at the end of the day, but she is a mother now, she has a partner, why is she showing the whole world her naked body and her arse all the flipping time. Like common woman, have you not shown enough?

I do not look up to this woman at all, I think she is a bad role model for young women growing up, because she is just so trashy.

I was watching this one episode of her, when her ‘husband’ Kris Humpries threw her in the water, and she lost her Diamond earrings, and she was crying and making a huge deal about it for ages. All I was thinking is imagine, if she was in poor parts of the world with not even water, or anything to eat, because that is how some people are living and she is complaining about a luxury, that really shouldn’t have been worn while she was going swimming or near water, because obviously you will lose them. So she ended up finding them and then she was all happy, but with the amount of money she has she can buy more.

This woman is so whinny and annoying, and just a full on attention seeker, and young women look up to this woman as if she is a god, No honeys you should never look up to someone like this. This woman has clearly had butt implants and surgery to her face, as she looks totally different to when she first came out, and now her sister Kylie Jenner has got all the surgery and looks similar to her now, when she again looked totally different before. She is even teaching her younger siblings to do stuff like this.

I just cant believe this woman is famous, she is not inspirational, she is not at all talented, she may be a good looking woman, but that is all. She said in her interview once that she is a ”very private person”, that is a joke in itself, as her naked body is spread all over the internet for a magazine which was supposed to ”break the internet”, no darling you are not a private person, everyone knows everything that is going on in your life and what your body looks like, and that my friend is not classy at all.

There are females getting surgery to look like her and its like, why would you want to look like her, her looks aren’t real as she has had surgery, why would you want to waste money. Her mother is another one too, what mother let’s their daughter take those kind of nude photos when she has a child, and Kanye west too, what good boyfriend would let their girlfriend take those photos.

Amber rose 

Now we all know Wiz Khalifa aparently cheated on her with two twins who resemble Rihanna, and since then she has basically been taking all these exposing pictures of herself and her arse is on show and all sorts. What is wrong with her, she also has kids too, why would she want to take these photos, yes she is single now, but she still has kids, like really?

I mean I don’t have much to say about her as I do not follow what she does, because she is not really in the public eye for anything other than exposing herself, I mean iv’e not seen her in any movies, made any songs or on television even, so what does she actually do.

And again guys are all obsessed with her, and girls look up to her. You got people calling her a ‘bad bitch’ well im sorry what the hell does that even mean these days. I mean these women are happy to be called ‘bad bitches’ so they clearly cannot respect themselves one bit, I know I would not like to be called this by any male. Some females like Amber rose get happy over being called this, but darling none of these men respect you.

Even Wendy is talking about both of these people, like both of them https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iTDi8geOrG0

My message to anyone who does look up to these women, or even thinks they want to become them, Please don’t please be happy with yourself and thank yourself that you are not them.

Listen to Steve Winwood – Higher Love instead guys 😉  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9olaIio3l8, and Go West – King of wishful thinking https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aaZaTlcbYxw 2 good 80’s tunes.

Far better than watching these attention seeking women, and admiring them and wanting to be them!

Peace out guys x


Money, work, money!


Well as it is pay day for most of us out there today, I thought this topic was most relevant, and it got me thinking…

The time you have when you are working/not working?

The photo above is so true, like what time do you have when you are not working, do you actually have enough time to spend all your hard earned cash? The obvious answer is YES NO you do not.

When you finish work, it is around 7, depending on where you live, it may take half an hour to an hour to get home, sometimes even longer, up to 3 hours. So be time you get home, your tired, you fell drained and you need a shower quick time to wash all the hard work from the day away.

You then just want to eat something and relax and then sleep again ready for the next day. Then you have a day off, which you would think you would have time the night before to stay up late watching movies or going out with your friends or doing whatever you want to do with your spare time, because of course you do not have work the next day, WRONG! Because you have been to work during the day, you are tired and end up falling asleep quite early, and the next day you sleep in quite late, and waste most of the day sleeping, because you are drained and tired, and that repeats on your next day off, if you have two days off a week, which you would if you work full time, and want to make money!

The money side of things

Now unless your earning above the minimum wage, or are superman or superwoman to have like 3-4 jobs, the money that you make from these jobs does not really go along way. I know on pay day it seems like it will, as it is just fresh sitting in your account, and hasn’t been touched and looks great, but as the day and weeks go by, you start to see the fading money, and the very little money you have left. So you then think to yourself ”where the hell did all my money go?”. The answer is, it went on travel, food, cigarettes(if you smoke) soft drinks, alcohol(if you drink), nights out, phone bills, rent, bills, clothing, etc. 

Most of your money, does in fact go on work related things, so you are basically working to work, and nothing else. Most people do not save a penny, as they just cant and it is impossible, so they go from month to month, living on what they earned that particular month, and have nothing else left.

I mean I am starting to think, what the hell is the point of working. Obviously there is because I would have no money at all, and would have to rely on the tax payers money to fund whatever, but there just is not any point in working these ridiculous hours, in these ridiculous demanding jobs, and not even getting any time to your self or getting to spend your money on things that are not work related.

Honestly this life is sometimes quite annoying, and it seems slavery, and just plain boring. I mean you slave and slave and slave your butt off, for basically just a wage, that probably is very little than you actually deserve!


Few Inspirational and interesting people…

Now these aren’t people who do comedy or sing on Instagram or Facebook or Youtube, or any other social media. Not even celebrities, this is real life people who suffer with conditions that they can not change and have to live with everyday and do not complain or are down on life. 

One of these people I find that is an inspiration to the rest of us is Lizzie Velasquez. 


I follow her Youtube account, and she has so many positive videos, with wise and motivational words for the rest of us, and is so upbeat and positive.

What shocked is the society of today labelled this woman ”the most ugliest woman in the world”, which is totally rubbish. What makes her ugly? I don’t see anything about this woman that is ugly, I see a beautiful, kind, happy spirited woman who takes time to make videos to help the rest of us.

Society of today, thinks someone is ugly when they have conditions that is not their fault, that they have to live with, and really the people who say she and others are ugly, are just ugly themselves, because the inside of those people are ugly, their heart is ugly and their spirit is ugly.

I like to watch Lizzie’s video’s because she is a true inspiration, and has difficulties in life that she has over come and has made something of herself despite the way that society labelled her horrible names in the past, and she was still positive about. And I wish her goodluck with her movie.

Another person that I follow on Youtube, is Johnluuu. 


Johnluuu was born as a male, and wears makeup and does his hair and looks great, to be honest he looks better than most girls do.

He is living his life how he wants it, and is not listening to what others say, and listening to the negative. He is living for him, and has been bullied for it and judged, but he still chooses to live his life how he wants it, and that is really good, because today’s society always say, this and that is wrong, and you shouldn’t live a certain way because it is wrong, well no it isn’t, who says living as a female is wrong if you were born as a male? Society that’s who, and that is just some close minded people, with nothing better to do than criticize the way other’s live, when they aren’t doing anything with their own lives. If he loves what he is doing, who is anyone to judge, and I respect people who live their own life, and do not care about what other’s think, because that is how we all should be, and not judge people, and use religious influences, to suggest that someone is not living right or going against what a religion is, people should be accepted the way they are, but unfortunately this is never the case.

I follow both of these people, and they are truly inspirational and interesting people.

Be who you want to be, not who other’s tell you to be, that is always important and you should always remember that.