Stares :@

Wherever you go, whatever you do, I will be right here waiting for you. Wherever you go, whatever you do, there’s always someone staring at you – yes I remixed the famous song!!

This is what I hate the most, I am sitting on this bus or even standing, I see someone I do not know just staring at me for no reason. And it’s like, do I know you, do I want to know you? NO, I do not so please look the other way.

I mean everywhere you go someone is staring at you, from a pervert to a girl who thinks she’s tough to a freshie who just likes to look for the view or whatever.

What can we do, because I am seriously wondering what goes through these people’s minds when they are look at you, are they admiring you, are you a celebrity and you don’t even know it. I mean I try to stare them out, and sometimes it works and sometimes it makes the problem ten time worse.

I mean you can be getting a coffee and I can guarantee you, someone in the queue will be staring at you, and it is just so irritating beyond words. It makes you feel uncomfortable and angry, and  they need to stop. I think a community center should be made for people who like to stare, so they can be in a place with people who like doing the same thing, and can have a wild time, because they wont end up getting punched or abused, because the people love doing the same thing, and love to stare and be stared at, because if they love doing it then clearly they must like receiving the stares too.

If you are a starer and you are reading this, please do stop.


Amber Rose and Kim Kardashian!

Now everyone knows who these two ‘women’ are, who doesn’t? These two anger me so much that I need to write about them, not because I am a ‘hater’ but because they just annoy me to the point where, I see their faces all over social media and it gets so annoying.

These two women are not know for their intelligence, or their talent, oh hell no. They are known for removing their clothes when both of them have children, and of course are rich and do not need to pull these stunts really. So why do they do it? Well clearly the answer is, they are not respectable women of the world.

Kim Kardashian

This woman as we all know, became famous from a sex tape, yes a sex tape, very classy, I think not. She then had a reality television show which is still going. She loves to pretend shes so classy, and dresses in all these designer clothes, well when shes wearing any.

Young girls look up to this woman, and this is how she is behaving. I have no problem with people living their life, of course it is their life at the end of the day, but she is a mother now, she has a partner, why is she showing the whole world her naked body and her arse all the flipping time. Like common woman, have you not shown enough?

I do not look up to this woman at all, I think she is a bad role model for young women growing up, because she is just so trashy.

I was watching this one episode of her, when her ‘husband’ Kris Humpries threw her in the water, and she lost her Diamond earrings, and she was crying and making a huge deal about it for ages. All I was thinking is imagine, if she was in poor parts of the world with not even water, or anything to eat, because that is how some people are living and she is complaining about a luxury, that really shouldn’t have been worn while she was going swimming or near water, because obviously you will lose them. So she ended up finding them and then she was all happy, but with the amount of money she has she can buy more.

This woman is so whinny and annoying, and just a full on attention seeker, and young women look up to this woman as if she is a god, No honeys you should never look up to someone like this. This woman has clearly had butt implants and surgery to her face, as she looks totally different to when she first came out, and now her sister Kylie Jenner has got all the surgery and looks similar to her now, when she again looked totally different before. She is even teaching her younger siblings to do stuff like this.

I just cant believe this woman is famous, she is not inspirational, she is not at all talented, she may be a good looking woman, but that is all. She said in her interview once that she is a ”very private person”, that is a joke in itself, as her naked body is spread all over the internet for a magazine which was supposed to ”break the internet”, no darling you are not a private person, everyone knows everything that is going on in your life and what your body looks like, and that my friend is not classy at all.

There are females getting surgery to look like her and its like, why would you want to look like her, her looks aren’t real as she has had surgery, why would you want to waste money. Her mother is another one too, what mother let’s their daughter take those kind of nude photos when she has a child, and Kanye west too, what good boyfriend would let their girlfriend take those photos.

Amber rose 

Now we all know Wiz Khalifa aparently cheated on her with two twins who resemble Rihanna, and since then she has basically been taking all these exposing pictures of herself and her arse is on show and all sorts. What is wrong with her, she also has kids too, why would she want to take these photos, yes she is single now, but she still has kids, like really?

I mean I don’t have much to say about her as I do not follow what she does, because she is not really in the public eye for anything other than exposing herself, I mean iv’e not seen her in any movies, made any songs or on television even, so what does she actually do.

And again guys are all obsessed with her, and girls look up to her. You got people calling her a ‘bad bitch’ well im sorry what the hell does that even mean these days. I mean these women are happy to be called ‘bad bitches’ so they clearly cannot respect themselves one bit, I know I would not like to be called this by any male. Some females like Amber rose get happy over being called this, but darling none of these men respect you.

Even Wendy is talking about both of these people, like both of them https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iTDi8geOrG0

My message to anyone who does look up to these women, or even thinks they want to become them, Please don’t please be happy with yourself and thank yourself that you are not them.

Listen to Steve Winwood – Higher Love instead guys 😉  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9olaIio3l8, and Go West – King of wishful thinking https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aaZaTlcbYxw 2 good 80’s tunes.

Far better than watching these attention seeking women, and admiring them and wanting to be them!

Peace out guys x


Money, work, money!


Well as it is pay day for most of us out there today, I thought this topic was most relevant, and it got me thinking…

The time you have when you are working/not working?

The photo above is so true, like what time do you have when you are not working, do you actually have enough time to spend all your hard earned cash? The obvious answer is YES NO you do not.

When you finish work, it is around 7, depending on where you live, it may take half an hour to an hour to get home, sometimes even longer, up to 3 hours. So be time you get home, your tired, you fell drained and you need a shower quick time to wash all the hard work from the day away.

You then just want to eat something and relax and then sleep again ready for the next day. Then you have a day off, which you would think you would have time the night before to stay up late watching movies or going out with your friends or doing whatever you want to do with your spare time, because of course you do not have work the next day, WRONG! Because you have been to work during the day, you are tired and end up falling asleep quite early, and the next day you sleep in quite late, and waste most of the day sleeping, because you are drained and tired, and that repeats on your next day off, if you have two days off a week, which you would if you work full time, and want to make money!

The money side of things

Now unless your earning above the minimum wage, or are superman or superwoman to have like 3-4 jobs, the money that you make from these jobs does not really go along way. I know on pay day it seems like it will, as it is just fresh sitting in your account, and hasn’t been touched and looks great, but as the day and weeks go by, you start to see the fading money, and the very little money you have left. So you then think to yourself ”where the hell did all my money go?”. The answer is, it went on travel, food, cigarettes(if you smoke) soft drinks, alcohol(if you drink), nights out, phone bills, rent, bills, clothing, etc. 

Most of your money, does in fact go on work related things, so you are basically working to work, and nothing else. Most people do not save a penny, as they just cant and it is impossible, so they go from month to month, living on what they earned that particular month, and have nothing else left.

I mean I am starting to think, what the hell is the point of working. Obviously there is because I would have no money at all, and would have to rely on the tax payers money to fund whatever, but there just is not any point in working these ridiculous hours, in these ridiculous demanding jobs, and not even getting any time to your self or getting to spend your money on things that are not work related.

Honestly this life is sometimes quite annoying, and it seems slavery, and just plain boring. I mean you slave and slave and slave your butt off, for basically just a wage, that probably is very little than you actually deserve!


Few Inspirational and interesting people…

Now these aren’t people who do comedy or sing on Instagram or Facebook or Youtube, or any other social media. Not even celebrities, this is real life people who suffer with conditions that they can not change and have to live with everyday and do not complain or are down on life. 

One of these people I find that is an inspiration to the rest of us is Lizzie Velasquez. 


I follow her Youtube account, and she has so many positive videos, with wise and motivational words for the rest of us, and is so upbeat and positive.

What shocked is the society of today labelled this woman ”the most ugliest woman in the world”, which is totally rubbish. What makes her ugly? I don’t see anything about this woman that is ugly, I see a beautiful, kind, happy spirited woman who takes time to make videos to help the rest of us.

Society of today, thinks someone is ugly when they have conditions that is not their fault, that they have to live with, and really the people who say she and others are ugly, are just ugly themselves, because the inside of those people are ugly, their heart is ugly and their spirit is ugly.

I like to watch Lizzie’s video’s because she is a true inspiration, and has difficulties in life that she has over come and has made something of herself despite the way that society labelled her horrible names in the past, and she was still positive about. And I wish her goodluck with her movie.

Another person that I follow on Youtube, is Johnluuu. 


Johnluuu was born as a male, and wears makeup and does his hair and looks great, to be honest he looks better than most girls do.

He is living his life how he wants it, and is not listening to what others say, and listening to the negative. He is living for him, and has been bullied for it and judged, but he still chooses to live his life how he wants it, and that is really good, because today’s society always say, this and that is wrong, and you shouldn’t live a certain way because it is wrong, well no it isn’t, who says living as a female is wrong if you were born as a male? Society that’s who, and that is just some close minded people, with nothing better to do than criticize the way other’s live, when they aren’t doing anything with their own lives. If he loves what he is doing, who is anyone to judge, and I respect people who live their own life, and do not care about what other’s think, because that is how we all should be, and not judge people, and use religious influences, to suggest that someone is not living right or going against what a religion is, people should be accepted the way they are, but unfortunately this is never the case.

I follow both of these people, and they are truly inspirational and interesting people.

Be who you want to be, not who other’s tell you to be, that is always important and you should always remember that.



I love this website, they have lovely printed T-shirts and dresses, sunglasses and handbags and loads of nice things that you just cannot find in shops these days. Plus I do not like the shop where everyone else does, and not many people know about this website, which is quite good because it means you can be different from the rest and people won’t be able to copy you, and just go out ans buy what you have, because they will never guess where you got stuff from. 


I mean I have been looking for clothing items on your typical high street brand websites, such as H&M and River Island, Topshop etc. Then I came across this website from someone that I had subscribed to on Youtube, and I must say that  I love everything on the website and do not know what to choose.

1403071774459237479 Metal Black rim sunglasses –  £7.99

The sunglasses above, I love, and I can never find these type of sunglasses anywhere else. And I have been looking for similar ones everywhere, such as River Island and they just don’t do them.

1420700126287370491Printed T-shirt – £11.06

This T shirt is quite cute and unique, which I love, and it will be nice for the summer.

1407222537166922188 Hoodie sweatshirt – £13.86

I find this hoodie so adorable and cute.

1417151734321894841 Backless jumpsuit – £20.66

These are just some of the items they have, they have alot more for loads of different trends and styles. They have some nice dresses and tops and skirts, and loads of other things such as accessories, jeans, heels,shoes, jumpsuits, leggings, jackets, coats, cardigans, jumpers, like everything!!

Amazing website and products and reasonable prices, something different which is always great 🙂 



Cheaper alternative Mascara. You will be suprised.

So im sure if everyone could, they would want a mascara to be cheap, and not pay the high prices that some of these brands charge for a simple mascara

I’ve read somewhere that mascara formulas are basically the same, with a few different ingredients here and there, but they are pretty much the same.

Today I thought you know what I am not going to pay the expensive prices, that these brands such as MAC and Maxfactor charge. I was totally against paying these prices today for some reason. At the end of the day you can work with any product, you dont even need to be these fake makeup artists out there, as they do not even have a clue how to cater to people who either dont have the money or just dont want to pay these ridiculous prices. Every “makeup artists” video ive watched, well the well known artists, talk about MAC being the best and Maxfactor and a few others, this is not the case.

Here is the mascara i got for around £10 last month.


So above is the Bourjois – Push up Volume Glamour mascara, which is about £9

The month before that I got Maxfactor mascaras. Which were around £12 each.

So today I went into Primark, yes Primark everyone. Now I know what your thinking, oh primark thats crap, but let me tell you it is not. So I got this one below


So this mascara was £1, and it works exactly the same as branded Mascara, it is exactly the same as your Maxfactor and Bourjois, Rimmel and even No7. I have had all the expensive mascaras, and sometimes I am not even happy with the results, the clumping and the excess product that stays in the top of the mascara tube that goes into your wand and makes it awful when you apply it.

The only thing I will say is, the wand on the Primark mascara is your average wand, sort of like Miss Sporty or a cheaper mascara brand. However I played around with different wands from old mascaras, wash them before playing around, as you dont want all the dried up mascara going into your new mascara.

So the wand with the Primark mascara is below


As you can see the wand is quite thin and just a standard small wand.

This is the Bourjois wand


As you can see, a thicker more precise wand with bristles to seperate your lashes.

So I basically used this Bourjois wand and used the primark mascara, it is exactly the same as having the “Bourjois mascara formula” on the wand, only it wasn’t, it was our little cheap friend Primark.

So the trick is, it does not matter what formula you have, £1 or even £22, basicall you will no doubt end up with the same result, it all depends on that wand you use. And I bet most of you have those dried up mascaras still somewhere, with the massive wands or the better wands.

It has made me never want to buy a single branded mascara ever again, not because I am poor or anything, I have the money to buy them, but because I do not see the point in spending so much money for a product you can get the same results, using a £1 mascara.

I have seen so many makeup artists, and their expensive brands on how to get big extreme mascara eyes, and that you may not have the same result if you get a cheaper one, but my darlings its all bullshit, you can achieve the same look with cheaper alternatives. If these makeup artists were actual makeup artists they would know this, and probably a few of them do, but most of them do not.

So there you have it guys, you never have to worry about expensive mascaras breaking into your budgets ever again 😄

Bye bye for now.


Yes the customers!

Now we all hate customers, common we do.

Why is it they are so annoying, is it the place that you work that you get more annoying customers than the rest of the shops,  or is it just customers in general.

Now you get those picky types, the ones where nothing is good enough, the material isn’t good, or the price isn’t good or the length of the garment isn’t good. And then you get the ones, who act like they should be treated like royalty. Or when you open slightly late, like a minute late, they are all up in your faces demanding answers, like bitch do you pay for the rent of the shop or do you pay for the shop to be open, I think not calm yourselves down a little.

Now when I am a customer in a shop, I am the quite type, and that is not because I know what it feels to be a worker, its simply the fact that I do not like to embarrass myself in these shops.

You then get the thief customers, these are the type who like to ask no questions, walk around quietly and shifty and then clear the stock without leaving mess, probably the best customers of all, at least they aren’t asking you 1000 questions and making alot of mess, of course there is a downside to their work, which is profit loss of course.

Then there are the famous refunder’s, these people buy and buy and buy and then decide to just refund everything and do the same thing over and over and over again, NO THIS MUST STOP! How silly do you have to be to not know that you do not want the damn item, and then decide around 80 days later that you in fact do not like or want this product, then walk into the shop and demand a refund well you know damn well its passed the refund policy.

Then there are the ones who phone up and complain about products, that they have ripped or something has happened to them, or the ones who walk in and return some dirty smelly coat and say its come apart. Quite frankly I would be extremely embarrassed to return a dirty and smelly coat, and would just not bother, losing the money is better than losing your dignity. NO WAY, just walk away now!

Then there are the random ones, the ones who walk into a sports shop and ask for ”hello do you have the bra and the panties” No sorry do we look like we do, I mean honestly come on now! These customers will walk in and ask for the most random products that do not even match the shop, and just walk out or look at you like you are lying.

Then there are the ones who ask this very very very annoying and ridiculous question of all time ”Excuse me, do you work here” well nahhhh I just like to stand in the shops uniform for fun as I am that mental, and this is my full time job, I stand around in all the shops uniform up and down the high street all day, because I am that bored and mad and have nothing better to do with my life! WRONG, u know damn well we work here, you are just fully on annoying us and want a fight!

Then there are the rude ones, who will be all cocky and make out like they are in the right and they know this law and that law, and they WILL GO TO TRADING STANDARDS, you best believe they will, because they have nothing better to do with their day! They will report any little thing they hear or see to your head office, because this is all they have to do and this is why because NO ONE WANTS TO TALK TO THESE PEOPLE! That is why they are lonely sad people who go into shops, trying to terrorize all the workers and get them into trouble.

Don’t get me wrong there are the nice ones, the ones who are really nice and come in and have a joke and a nice conversation with you, and are polite and friendly and you like to help them because of this, but this is very rare, it doesn’t happen very much. 

I sometimes do not know what goes through these customers minds, me personally I just want to get my stuff and leave and get outta that shop, there’s people calling head office these days for not getting greeted at the door, what next will it be a case of rolling out the 6 ft red carpet for these people. Well if that is ever the case I would simply refuse to work in retail, I would simply not.

Certain customers will see you tidying a section, once its all tidied they will mess it up and not even buy anything from that section, they just did it to wind you up. Also you could be filling up a certain area or changing the way it looks, and BAM suddenly loads of people want what you are filling up when they never did for the last 2 hours that you wasn’t doing a damn thing!

I just think people need to learn some manners, and treat shops differently to how they currently are treating them, its a disgrace, especially for the workers. Fix yourself up if you are one of those annoying arsehole people!!


Makeup rant part 2!


Now I had posted a comment yesterday evening on a video which is posted on how to contour like kim kardashian. The link is above, now I had some keyboard warrior comment back saying :


Now how hilarious is this, this girl had replied back to me with very little punctuation, and all caps. Keyboard warrior much?

Now I never said girls should not be wearing makeup, I myself wear it, I am simply stating the amount girls are wearing these days is hideous and makes them look completely different and not themselves, and they are covering up their natural beauty rather than embracing it. This keyboard warrior decided to get involved when her opinion was just so ridiculous and so childish, and swearing? Really? I never swore and even in my reply I did not swear, as I am more mature, and this is probably why she agrees with 40 minute long make up process as she has not fully turned into a woman and thinks that covering yourself to a extreme extent in liquids and chemicals is the right way to go. No honey No!!!

I watched it simply for the fact of fun, to see exactly how much girls are wearing these days and commented about a girl embracing what they have and not trying to cover it up, and try to look like Kim kardashian, who by the way has had loads of surgery to look how she does.

I am sorry, my opinion is my opinion, the same exact way that these girls are wearing this hideous make up and ruining their skin and their natural beauty!!

WHY WHY would you want to cover your face so much with all these chemicals, do you not know that less is more? I do not understand why women and females feel the need to cake it, and I MEAN LITERALLY CAKE THAT SHIZZLE! I mean do they not even worry about the effects it is having on their skin, do they not see the effects when they take their makeup off, are they that blind?

I am not against makeup, I think makeup should be used to bring out features you have and to embrace your features, not to change up your whole face and try to look like a celebrity that has had tons of surgery!

Imperfection is beauty remember that girls, you should not need to ‘thin your nose’ and change the whole structure of your face, and this girl who replied to my post, said they want to wear tons to make them feel good, but do they feel good with the outcome of when they remove their makeup and their skin is vile? Should you not focus on your actual face, coz my darlings when you wake up with your boyfriend the next morning and he don’t even recognize your ass and looks at u like ” who the hell are you” that’s when you gonna realize!

What gets me mad is I will see females looking at me like I am trash when I am seen without makeup on, well im sorry I do not feel the need to constantly wear this crap.


Hijabs wearing makeup

Now the other day I was at work, and basically had some Hijabi girl walk into my store, full face on. I however was not wearing any makeup because of course I was tired and just was not in the mood, and the look this girl was giving me was just amazing. This girl was looking at me like she was superior to me, and looking down at me, and basically giving me looks and then looking to see if i was looking at her, i’m guessing because she thought I was jealous, No honey.

The only thing that was running through my mind is, I swear you are wearing the Hijab for your religion, and to cover your hair so you aren’t attractive to men, yet you got all that makeup on girl, so it defeats the whole object of you wearing it doesn’t it?

The fact she was looking down on me because I was looking the way I was, was just annoying because honey you are going against your religion by even wearing makeup and your looking down on me, lol no way.

These girls are wearing cakey faces outside when they are even meant to be and then look down on others, who aren’t wearing makeup, well honey that’s how your meant to be!!

It was hilarious, because if I was not at work I would have said exactly that to her, but because I was I could not say anything and had to put up with the stares from her.

These girls are the biggest hypocrites, because they aren’t meant to be wearing all that crap on their faces and then look and judge girls who aren’t wearing make up, which is how they are meant to be. These girls are just so hilarious, because they wear layers and layers and then post all these religious quotes on social media, about going to heaven and blah blah when they aren’t even following their religion correctly, and then they will judge other girls on how they are dressed, when they are going against their religion anyway, and some of them do wear tight clothing themselves.


Contouring and highlighting, trying to look like Kim Kardashian!

Okay I just had to do this post, because I have been watching alot of videos over the past few days, and I just have been sitting there like… okay.

These videos that tell you ”how to contour, and look like Kim Kardashian” are just so ridiculous and I mean so overly ridiculous.

The amount of makeup these so called ”makeup artists” are using to achieve this look, is just OTT. Some videos last up to 40 minutes and the amount of products they are putting on their face to highlight and contour is in fact sickening. How the hell are you using that much shit on your face, around 8-9 layers of powders and foundations and highlighters.

When did this become a trend? And not to mention when the makeup is off they have round dark marks all over their faces, and blemishes and spots and all sorts, well of course because of the amount of chemicals in these products.


I do think you can highlight and contour with a lot less product, and you do not need to spend 40 minutes doing this, it can take a lot less time than that.

To be honest I do not see the need in going through this routine to look like a certain celebrity, totally pointless and ridiculous. I have tried this method before, and I was just not happy with how it turned out, it just looked over the top and I knew i had alot of product on my face and was just not at all happy.

Yes wearing make up is okay, but there is a limit to how much you are wearing to not ruin your face and make your face age quick and just look crappy without makeup. I cannot understand why people do this and why they are happy to do this to their faces.

And now there is a trend of highlighting the eyebrows, which is some massive lines underneath the eyebrow and above, with a shade of foundation which is a few shades lighter than your natural skin tone color, and it just looks so hideous.

People say they do this to thin their noses and highlight this and that and bring out this and that, but that’s not how you actually look, you should wear makeup to embrace what you have not hide what you have and try to make yourself not look like you.

I cannot stand all these so called make up artists on Instagram and Youtube teaching females that this is what you need to do before you go out, and this is what will make you look flawless and blah blah. Juts stop, the amount you are putting on your face is making your own skin far from flawless.

I hate this contouring and highlighting business, I do not see the point.