I have not posted in a while as I have been busy with work and personal things, I have not even been in the mind of writing anything.. But now I am back and have a few topics to discuss so here goes with one of them!

You know sometimes you have a feeling about someone, whether it is bad or good, and usually it is right, it is like you sense something from a person that lets you know exactly what they are like. You either stay away from that person, or know your going to get along well with someone, it is quite weird!

Like there are certain people that I have instantly stayed away from, like not necessarily disliked, but I knew there was something not quite right about them, and usually I was right, well in fact on all counts I was right, because I then found out something about them.

Sometimes you just know and then there’s those situations, that you do not know the person, and they put on a good act and then you find out how they really are, and it leaves you shocked. You never really know a person, ever, not in days, months or years, a person can change at any given time. Sometimes it is situations and circumstances that change a person and the way they act and come across, and sometimes it is just because they hid it well, and you did not even realize!

I for one have given up on a lot of people, sometimes I think there is not that many decent people left in this world, it seems like they have hidden agendas, and I frankly do not want to even be a part of those hidden agendas!

A lot of people think they have friends, when in reality they don’t, not many people have good friends, friends can turn to enemies real quickly! Friends have hidden agendas, and some of them get close to you to bring you down to their level or generally are just jealous and try to bring you down! Don’t get me wrong not every single friend is like that but the majority of them are!


Batiste, Dry shampoo. A girls lazy way to having hair that looks refreshed without washing it!

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♥Batiste instantly refreshes your hair between washes, leaving it feeling gorgeously clean and fresh with added body and texture. No water required! With a range of products to choose from, Batiste makes every day a fabulous hair day ♥

I l♥ve this dry shampoo, it smells amazing and is great for in between washes. They have so many different types, for different types of hair and different colored hair.

I have had nearly all of them and I cannot pick a favorite, because all of them are great and smell so amazing.

This is the perfect product for in between washes, and days your hair is looking a little oily and greasy, it actually removes the oiliness and refreshes your hair as if you have washed it. It is for those lazy days when you  cannot be bothered to wash your hair, or have to rush to work, spray and ruffle your hair a little and that is it, that is literally all you do, and you have fantastic smelling and looking hair.

It ranges from around £2-£5 depending on which one you get, and for what hair type and style. You can get it at Boots, Superdrug, Asda and many other stores.

I really l♥ve this product, I have tried other dry shampoo’s and I just do not love them as much as Batiste’s dry shampoo, I would recommend it!!

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Stares :@

Wherever you go, whatever you do, I will be right here waiting for you. Wherever you go, whatever you do, there’s always someone staring at you – yes I remixed the famous song!!

This is what I hate the most, I am sitting on this bus or even standing, I see someone I do not know just staring at me for no reason. And it’s like, do I know you, do I want to know you? NO, I do not so please look the other way.

I mean everywhere you go someone is staring at you, from a pervert to a girl who thinks she’s tough to a freshie who just likes to look for the view or whatever.

What can we do, because I am seriously wondering what goes through these people’s minds when they are look at you, are they admiring you, are you a celebrity and you don’t even know it. I mean I try to stare them out, and sometimes it works and sometimes it makes the problem ten time worse.

I mean you can be getting a coffee and I can guarantee you, someone in the queue will be staring at you, and it is just so irritating beyond words. It makes you feel uncomfortable and angry, and  they need to stop. I think a community center should be made for people who like to stare, so they can be in a place with people who like doing the same thing, and can have a wild time, because they wont end up getting punched or abused, because the people love doing the same thing, and love to stare and be stared at, because if they love doing it then clearly they must like receiving the stares too.

If you are a starer and you are reading this, please do stop.


Amber Rose and Kim Kardashian!

Now everyone knows who these two ‘women’ are, who doesn’t? These two anger me so much that I need to write about them, not because I am a ‘hater’ but because they just annoy me to the point where, I see their faces all over social media and it gets so annoying.

These two women are not know for their intelligence, or their talent, oh hell no. They are known for removing their clothes when both of them have children, and of course are rich and do not need to pull these stunts really. So why do they do it? Well clearly the answer is, they are not respectable women of the world.

Kim Kardashian

This woman as we all know, became famous from a sex tape, yes a sex tape, very classy, I think not. She then had a reality television show which is still going. She loves to pretend shes so classy, and dresses in all these designer clothes, well when shes wearing any.

Young girls look up to this woman, and this is how she is behaving. I have no problem with people living their life, of course it is their life at the end of the day, but she is a mother now, she has a partner, why is she showing the whole world her naked body and her arse all the flipping time. Like common woman, have you not shown enough?

I do not look up to this woman at all, I think she is a bad role model for young women growing up, because she is just so trashy.

I was watching this one episode of her, when her ‘husband’ Kris Humpries threw her in the water, and she lost her Diamond earrings, and she was crying and making a huge deal about it for ages. All I was thinking is imagine, if she was in poor parts of the world with not even water, or anything to eat, because that is how some people are living and she is complaining about a luxury, that really shouldn’t have been worn while she was going swimming or near water, because obviously you will lose them. So she ended up finding them and then she was all happy, but with the amount of money she has she can buy more.

This woman is so whinny and annoying, and just a full on attention seeker, and young women look up to this woman as if she is a god, No honeys you should never look up to someone like this. This woman has clearly had butt implants and surgery to her face, as she looks totally different to when she first came out, and now her sister Kylie Jenner has got all the surgery and looks similar to her now, when she again looked totally different before. She is even teaching her younger siblings to do stuff like this.

I just cant believe this woman is famous, she is not inspirational, she is not at all talented, she may be a good looking woman, but that is all. She said in her interview once that she is a ”very private person”, that is a joke in itself, as her naked body is spread all over the internet for a magazine which was supposed to ”break the internet”, no darling you are not a private person, everyone knows everything that is going on in your life and what your body looks like, and that my friend is not classy at all.

There are females getting surgery to look like her and its like, why would you want to look like her, her looks aren’t real as she has had surgery, why would you want to waste money. Her mother is another one too, what mother let’s their daughter take those kind of nude photos when she has a child, and Kanye west too, what good boyfriend would let their girlfriend take those photos.

Amber rose 

Now we all know Wiz Khalifa aparently cheated on her with two twins who resemble Rihanna, and since then she has basically been taking all these exposing pictures of herself and her arse is on show and all sorts. What is wrong with her, she also has kids too, why would she want to take these photos, yes she is single now, but she still has kids, like really?

I mean I don’t have much to say about her as I do not follow what she does, because she is not really in the public eye for anything other than exposing herself, I mean iv’e not seen her in any movies, made any songs or on television even, so what does she actually do.

And again guys are all obsessed with her, and girls look up to her. You got people calling her a ‘bad bitch’ well im sorry what the hell does that even mean these days. I mean these women are happy to be called ‘bad bitches’ so they clearly cannot respect themselves one bit, I know I would not like to be called this by any male. Some females like Amber rose get happy over being called this, but darling none of these men respect you.

Even Wendy is talking about both of these people, like both of them https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iTDi8geOrG0

My message to anyone who does look up to these women, or even thinks they want to become them, Please don’t please be happy with yourself and thank yourself that you are not them.

Listen to Steve Winwood – Higher Love instead guys 😉  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9olaIio3l8, and Go West – King of wishful thinking https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aaZaTlcbYxw 2 good 80’s tunes.

Far better than watching these attention seeking women, and admiring them and wanting to be them!

Peace out guys x


Money, work, money!


Well as it is pay day for most of us out there today, I thought this topic was most relevant, and it got me thinking…

The time you have when you are working/not working?

The photo above is so true, like what time do you have when you are not working, do you actually have enough time to spend all your hard earned cash? The obvious answer is YES NO you do not.

When you finish work, it is around 7, depending on where you live, it may take half an hour to an hour to get home, sometimes even longer, up to 3 hours. So be time you get home, your tired, you fell drained and you need a shower quick time to wash all the hard work from the day away.

You then just want to eat something and relax and then sleep again ready for the next day. Then you have a day off, which you would think you would have time the night before to stay up late watching movies or going out with your friends or doing whatever you want to do with your spare time, because of course you do not have work the next day, WRONG! Because you have been to work during the day, you are tired and end up falling asleep quite early, and the next day you sleep in quite late, and waste most of the day sleeping, because you are drained and tired, and that repeats on your next day off, if you have two days off a week, which you would if you work full time, and want to make money!

The money side of things

Now unless your earning above the minimum wage, or are superman or superwoman to have like 3-4 jobs, the money that you make from these jobs does not really go along way. I know on pay day it seems like it will, as it is just fresh sitting in your account, and hasn’t been touched and looks great, but as the day and weeks go by, you start to see the fading money, and the very little money you have left. So you then think to yourself ”where the hell did all my money go?”. The answer is, it went on travel, food, cigarettes(if you smoke) soft drinks, alcohol(if you drink), nights out, phone bills, rent, bills, clothing, etc. 

Most of your money, does in fact go on work related things, so you are basically working to work, and nothing else. Most people do not save a penny, as they just cant and it is impossible, so they go from month to month, living on what they earned that particular month, and have nothing else left.

I mean I am starting to think, what the hell is the point of working. Obviously there is because I would have no money at all, and would have to rely on the tax payers money to fund whatever, but there just is not any point in working these ridiculous hours, in these ridiculous demanding jobs, and not even getting any time to your self or getting to spend your money on things that are not work related.

Honestly this life is sometimes quite annoying, and it seems slavery, and just plain boring. I mean you slave and slave and slave your butt off, for basically just a wage, that probably is very little than you actually deserve!


Few Inspirational and interesting people…

Now these aren’t people who do comedy or sing on Instagram or Facebook or Youtube, or any other social media. Not even celebrities, this is real life people who suffer with conditions that they can not change and have to live with everyday and do not complain or are down on life. 

One of these people I find that is an inspiration to the rest of us is Lizzie Velasquez. 


I follow her Youtube account, and she has so many positive videos, with wise and motivational words for the rest of us, and is so upbeat and positive.

What shocked is the society of today labelled this woman ”the most ugliest woman in the world”, which is totally rubbish. What makes her ugly? I don’t see anything about this woman that is ugly, I see a beautiful, kind, happy spirited woman who takes time to make videos to help the rest of us.

Society of today, thinks someone is ugly when they have conditions that is not their fault, that they have to live with, and really the people who say she and others are ugly, are just ugly themselves, because the inside of those people are ugly, their heart is ugly and their spirit is ugly.

I like to watch Lizzie’s video’s because she is a true inspiration, and has difficulties in life that she has over come and has made something of herself despite the way that society labelled her horrible names in the past, and she was still positive about. And I wish her goodluck with her movie.

Another person that I follow on Youtube, is Johnluuu. 


Johnluuu was born as a male, and wears makeup and does his hair and looks great, to be honest he looks better than most girls do.

He is living his life how he wants it, and is not listening to what others say, and listening to the negative. He is living for him, and has been bullied for it and judged, but he still chooses to live his life how he wants it, and that is really good, because today’s society always say, this and that is wrong, and you shouldn’t live a certain way because it is wrong, well no it isn’t, who says living as a female is wrong if you were born as a male? Society that’s who, and that is just some close minded people, with nothing better to do than criticize the way other’s live, when they aren’t doing anything with their own lives. If he loves what he is doing, who is anyone to judge, and I respect people who live their own life, and do not care about what other’s think, because that is how we all should be, and not judge people, and use religious influences, to suggest that someone is not living right or going against what a religion is, people should be accepted the way they are, but unfortunately this is never the case.

I follow both of these people, and they are truly inspirational and interesting people.

Be who you want to be, not who other’s tell you to be, that is always important and you should always remember that.


Cheaper alternative Mascara. You will be suprised.

So im sure if everyone could, they would want a mascara to be cheap, and not pay the high prices that some of these brands charge for a simple mascara

I’ve read somewhere that mascara formulas are basically the same, with a few different ingredients here and there, but they are pretty much the same.

Today I thought you know what I am not going to pay the expensive prices, that these brands such as MAC and Maxfactor charge. I was totally against paying these prices today for some reason. At the end of the day you can work with any product, you dont even need to be these fake makeup artists out there, as they do not even have a clue how to cater to people who either dont have the money or just dont want to pay these ridiculous prices. Every “makeup artists” video ive watched, well the well known artists, talk about MAC being the best and Maxfactor and a few others, this is not the case.

Here is the mascara i got for around £10 last month.


So above is the Bourjois – Push up Volume Glamour mascara, which is about £9

The month before that I got Maxfactor mascaras. Which were around £12 each.

So today I went into Primark, yes Primark everyone. Now I know what your thinking, oh primark thats crap, but let me tell you it is not. So I got this one below


So this mascara was £1, and it works exactly the same as branded Mascara, it is exactly the same as your Maxfactor and Bourjois, Rimmel and even No7. I have had all the expensive mascaras, and sometimes I am not even happy with the results, the clumping and the excess product that stays in the top of the mascara tube that goes into your wand and makes it awful when you apply it.

The only thing I will say is, the wand on the Primark mascara is your average wand, sort of like Miss Sporty or a cheaper mascara brand. However I played around with different wands from old mascaras, wash them before playing around, as you dont want all the dried up mascara going into your new mascara.

So the wand with the Primark mascara is below


As you can see the wand is quite thin and just a standard small wand.

This is the Bourjois wand


As you can see, a thicker more precise wand with bristles to seperate your lashes.

So I basically used this Bourjois wand and used the primark mascara, it is exactly the same as having the “Bourjois mascara formula” on the wand, only it wasn’t, it was our little cheap friend Primark.

So the trick is, it does not matter what formula you have, £1 or even £22, basicall you will no doubt end up with the same result, it all depends on that wand you use. And I bet most of you have those dried up mascaras still somewhere, with the massive wands or the better wands.

It has made me never want to buy a single branded mascara ever again, not because I am poor or anything, I have the money to buy them, but because I do not see the point in spending so much money for a product you can get the same results, using a £1 mascara.

I have seen so many makeup artists, and their expensive brands on how to get big extreme mascara eyes, and that you may not have the same result if you get a cheaper one, but my darlings its all bullshit, you can achieve the same look with cheaper alternatives. If these makeup artists were actual makeup artists they would know this, and probably a few of them do, but most of them do not.

So there you have it guys, you never have to worry about expensive mascaras breaking into your budgets ever again 😄

Bye bye for now.


Yes the customers!

Now we all hate customers, common we do.

Why is it they are so annoying, is it the place that you work that you get more annoying customers than the rest of the shops,  or is it just customers in general.

Now you get those picky types, the ones where nothing is good enough, the material isn’t good, or the price isn’t good or the length of the garment isn’t good. And then you get the ones, who act like they should be treated like royalty. Or when you open slightly late, like a minute late, they are all up in your faces demanding answers, like bitch do you pay for the rent of the shop or do you pay for the shop to be open, I think not calm yourselves down a little.

Now when I am a customer in a shop, I am the quite type, and that is not because I know what it feels to be a worker, its simply the fact that I do not like to embarrass myself in these shops.

You then get the thief customers, these are the type who like to ask no questions, walk around quietly and shifty and then clear the stock without leaving mess, probably the best customers of all, at least they aren’t asking you 1000 questions and making alot of mess, of course there is a downside to their work, which is profit loss of course.

Then there are the famous refunder’s, these people buy and buy and buy and then decide to just refund everything and do the same thing over and over and over again, NO THIS MUST STOP! How silly do you have to be to not know that you do not want the damn item, and then decide around 80 days later that you in fact do not like or want this product, then walk into the shop and demand a refund well you know damn well its passed the refund policy.

Then there are the ones who phone up and complain about products, that they have ripped or something has happened to them, or the ones who walk in and return some dirty smelly coat and say its come apart. Quite frankly I would be extremely embarrassed to return a dirty and smelly coat, and would just not bother, losing the money is better than losing your dignity. NO WAY, just walk away now!

Then there are the random ones, the ones who walk into a sports shop and ask for ”hello do you have the bra and the panties” No sorry do we look like we do, I mean honestly come on now! These customers will walk in and ask for the most random products that do not even match the shop, and just walk out or look at you like you are lying.

Then there are the ones who ask this very very very annoying and ridiculous question of all time ”Excuse me, do you work here” well nahhhh I just like to stand in the shops uniform for fun as I am that mental, and this is my full time job, I stand around in all the shops uniform up and down the high street all day, because I am that bored and mad and have nothing better to do with my life! WRONG, u know damn well we work here, you are just fully on annoying us and want a fight!

Then there are the rude ones, who will be all cocky and make out like they are in the right and they know this law and that law, and they WILL GO TO TRADING STANDARDS, you best believe they will, because they have nothing better to do with their day! They will report any little thing they hear or see to your head office, because this is all they have to do and this is why because NO ONE WANTS TO TALK TO THESE PEOPLE! That is why they are lonely sad people who go into shops, trying to terrorize all the workers and get them into trouble.

Don’t get me wrong there are the nice ones, the ones who are really nice and come in and have a joke and a nice conversation with you, and are polite and friendly and you like to help them because of this, but this is very rare, it doesn’t happen very much. 

I sometimes do not know what goes through these customers minds, me personally I just want to get my stuff and leave and get outta that shop, there’s people calling head office these days for not getting greeted at the door, what next will it be a case of rolling out the 6 ft red carpet for these people. Well if that is ever the case I would simply refuse to work in retail, I would simply not.

Certain customers will see you tidying a section, once its all tidied they will mess it up and not even buy anything from that section, they just did it to wind you up. Also you could be filling up a certain area or changing the way it looks, and BAM suddenly loads of people want what you are filling up when they never did for the last 2 hours that you wasn’t doing a damn thing!

I just think people need to learn some manners, and treat shops differently to how they currently are treating them, its a disgrace, especially for the workers. Fix yourself up if you are one of those annoying arsehole people!!


Makeup rant part 2!


Now I had posted a comment yesterday evening on a video which is posted on how to contour like kim kardashian. The link is above, now I had some keyboard warrior comment back saying :


Now how hilarious is this, this girl had replied back to me with very little punctuation, and all caps. Keyboard warrior much?

Now I never said girls should not be wearing makeup, I myself wear it, I am simply stating the amount girls are wearing these days is hideous and makes them look completely different and not themselves, and they are covering up their natural beauty rather than embracing it. This keyboard warrior decided to get involved when her opinion was just so ridiculous and so childish, and swearing? Really? I never swore and even in my reply I did not swear, as I am more mature, and this is probably why she agrees with 40 minute long make up process as she has not fully turned into a woman and thinks that covering yourself to a extreme extent in liquids and chemicals is the right way to go. No honey No!!!

I watched it simply for the fact of fun, to see exactly how much girls are wearing these days and commented about a girl embracing what they have and not trying to cover it up, and try to look like Kim kardashian, who by the way has had loads of surgery to look how she does.

I am sorry, my opinion is my opinion, the same exact way that these girls are wearing this hideous make up and ruining their skin and their natural beauty!!

WHY WHY would you want to cover your face so much with all these chemicals, do you not know that less is more? I do not understand why women and females feel the need to cake it, and I MEAN LITERALLY CAKE THAT SHIZZLE! I mean do they not even worry about the effects it is having on their skin, do they not see the effects when they take their makeup off, are they that blind?

I am not against makeup, I think makeup should be used to bring out features you have and to embrace your features, not to change up your whole face and try to look like a celebrity that has had tons of surgery!

Imperfection is beauty remember that girls, you should not need to ‘thin your nose’ and change the whole structure of your face, and this girl who replied to my post, said they want to wear tons to make them feel good, but do they feel good with the outcome of when they remove their makeup and their skin is vile? Should you not focus on your actual face, coz my darlings when you wake up with your boyfriend the next morning and he don’t even recognize your ass and looks at u like ” who the hell are you” that’s when you gonna realize!

What gets me mad is I will see females looking at me like I am trash when I am seen without makeup on, well im sorry I do not feel the need to constantly wear this crap.


Whats perfect. There is no such thing

Now ive seen so many celebrities being labelled “sexiest” this and that. But really there is no such thing, everyone is different in their own way.

I never idolise a celebrity, and I would love to tell teenagers and people who do to just stop.

All these celebrities like Kim kardashian, and Nikki Minaj, showing their arses and saying that big is better and men like this, but not everyone is the same, everyone has a different type, and why should have a big arse and big boobs make you sexy and perfect? Its the media of today that makes girls think this, there are people thee days injecting god knows what into their arses and gettint plastic surgery on themselves to look like these celebs or enhance their assets, totally wrong. You should never change how you was born, to look like some celebrity.

Teenagers making themselves sick, to look like models on the catwalk and becoming anorexic because of what the media portrays as “perfect” ive never ever wanted to look like a celebrity, because most of them without surgery and make up artists look just like us.

There are people who complain about their looks but I think you should embrace what you have, and realise that there is no pefect its all in your head.

Who can define perfect? How do we know its having perfect skin and perfect assets and beinf skinny or having massive arses. Perfect is what people believe is perfect and everyone sees that word differently.

People who are slightly over weight should never let arseholes bring them down, and tell them they are ugly because they have some meat here and there. People with people these days is they discriminate against people and its wrong, and if your not perfect you get bullied at school and u arent popular, and they make your life hell. But no one is 100% perfect but that is what makes us individuals and we need to accept who we are, and not try to change ourselves to be accepted and be respected.

Remember everyone is beautiful no matter what.

And this is why I got a tattoo done saying “imperfection is beauty” because it really is when your comfortable with who you are 🙂